Life. I wish life had no stress; you see, I don't handle stress well. I snap, I bite, and get into large arguments with my parents and siblings. I also just lock myself away in my room.
You see lately...I've had a lot of stress. And I just can't handle it, and what I do is get distracted on the computer and don't finish my homework until 10 or however late at night. Also, when I'm stressed, nothing I draw looks good, and I end up chucking an amazing piece out the window.
That's why I haven't done much. Also, I'm having a hard time focusing on just my writing. I'm stuck on Shattered Dreams and don't even know how to start Fear Feast. I just need someway to get rid of the stress. So I won't be on Deviantart really working on art or stories, unless I have no homework or on weekends.
My life is going down the drain and I literally don't have a clue how to escape. So tonight, this is all you see of me. I'm working my butt off in homework and then yah. Probably just going to relax. I'll be on my cell phone for skype so anyone can talk to me there. I have a large headache right now because literally, I'm going to do boatloads of extra credit, normal homework, and homework that's even due until July. So, that way. I don't have to worry. I'm organizing everything, and then I'm going to relax. Probably going to draw traditionally. Honestly, I hate my life; I just got into a huge argument with my mom about the fact I don't feel independent. But what she doesn't know is I'm still changing my personality, my lifestyle, my everything just to make her happy. It isn't healthy. It's destroying my life, but I don't know how to fix it. Because when I do act like myself these huge arguments come out. I'm just telling her the truth and she literally hates my guts. And then when I go to apologize, she's says it's fine, but I know it's not.
But here's an update: Comic books.
Working on characters; finishing them up tonight. Ok? Yup.
Story plot line; I'm writing it down.
Stories: I know my whole plot and what else is going to happen in Shattered Dreams, I have no clue how to word it. I'm redoing everything up to the upcoming chapter. I don't even remember what.
Roleplays? Haven't done them. Maybe I need new ones....
I am also working on my gifts for my rolemodels: =Fargonon
, :devSucessfulLoser:, ~johnmowfive
, and others. I am doing their style so should take a while.
Anywho, I'm looking for a new icon. Not sure if I should make one or just see what shall happen. Anywho, that's what's happening for me.
Peace. DJ OUT.
P.S. If you cough while reading these, please have this bottle of rainbows. Ok! Bye! Love you! DON'T DIE!